Insanity's Contradiction

(I tried to listen to an almost incomprehensible mentally challenged young girl. God Bless Her…)

Uphold the reverence
For the mortal words,
Who lose their battle
to the grave, everyday.

Embrace those feelings
Shying away in the darkness.
Acquainted only with the
Shadows on the wall.

Pity the pain
Entrapped in the tears.
Those tortured blue eyes
Lay virgin no more.

Disgusted by their sights
She falls in love with death
“Suicide demands conscience”
Insanity contradicts.

Suicide Note

Crucify me. Let me bleed to death.

This is not the life I craved for.
Let this burn leave an everlasting mark
On the frontiers of an unknown domain of life.
Doubt my own conscience.
Concise the feelings of my shadows
In the words-torment, hate, anger, pity.
Why should someone pity me?
When I cannot pity myself.
Hating hate with hate.
Tormenting hate with hate.
Agape all stand, ready to butcher me,
When I hate death with hate.
Cut my life into pieces.
Shatter my heart down to tears.
Slay my soul, slay it again.
I have seen myself, so I tell them the same.
Suicide is the remedy of pain.